“life will be better in spring”
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Questions
Saturday, June 11, 2011 || 11:16 PM
First things first, who was your first kiss?
No one yet. :L
Do you like someone at the moment?
I'm not entirely sure.
Would you fall head over heels for someone at first sight?
I probably would.
Last thing you ate?
A tomato sandwich.
Last thing you drank?
Apple juice.
Last thing you want to do before you sleep tonight?
Read.
Describe yourself in three words.
At the moment, probably .... Ecstatic, mad & moody
Are you talkative?
Yes, I believe I am. (:
Are you the jealous type?
Yes, I am.
Do you cry easily?
Lately, no.
Things you hate about crying?
People feeling sorry for me & treating me differently after they have seen me cry.
Anything bothering you right now?
Oh, so many things.
Song Playing?
Well, there isn't actually a song playing, but there is a song stuck in my head.
Firework - Katy Perry
I love it how this year I have become so much more mature. It makes me happy to know I can deal with things, without another persons help or support. I have learnt so much about myself just in this term. I feel as if I know where my life is going. But, I'm not sure why, I feel as if I'm growing distant to those dearest to me. My friends & family. This is confusing me. Yes, I am glad that I am more mature about the decisions I make. But, I don't want that to affect my relationships with people.
I find myself lying to people so much more. I lie to everyone. It's like I'm trying to conceal myself. But, I don't really have anything to conceal.
Lying is like a second language to me.
Weird fact I just realised-
I go crazy, fall over, do aeroplane movements and don't give a flying fuck who sees me. I don't spare a thought to the people around me. I just be me. Buut when it comes to more serious matters, I get afraid to reveal myself. I think I'm scared to trust people.
We're friends right? So if I'm trying to talk to you about something that I can only talk to you and one other person about, shouldn't you listen? I listen when you talk to me about the same subject. It annoys me that you take me for granted. It pisses me off that I let you.
It's been a weird week.
When I saw you, I swear I felt something fluttering in my stomach. I think they were butterflies. I don't remember the last time I felt this way.
One Month
Monday, June 6, 2011 || 6:01 PM
One month to go (:
|| 6:00 PM
I thought you of all people would know how it felt.
Friday, June 3, 2011 || 11:43 PM
A few words can change your life.
