I’m sick of her. She’s driving me to my breaking point. I swear to God, she wants me to go & kill myself. But, I’m trying so hard to not let her get to me. It’s becoming harder & harder for me. Just five minutes ago, I was happy & talking on the phone to someone cause I had to apologise for something stupid and we were just talking. And then she told me to get off, so I did. Then she asked me what we were talking about, and I said “Nothing important” & then the arguing began.
I’m so fucking sick of it. I’m so close to reaching my breaking point. She said my friends aren’t really my friends. she said she doesn’t understand how someone like me can have friends. Then I start thinking like that too. Then I start thinking, ‘how can someone like me have friends?’ I start to doubt myself.
I hate her for doing this to me.