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bloody hell
Thursday, June 24, 2010 || 2:37 PM
hey guys.
i am not at school to-day for resons no-one needs to know.
except for people who are close, and want to know ... :L
anyway, i am like dieing.
i can't dance because i ... wait nevermind.
i can't stand my life right now.
seriously.
i haven't cried so much in a week since ...
term 3 week 3 2009.
yes i remember the date.
weird ? i know.
that whole week is etched into my mind.
GAH.
the tears just keep coming.
how much i try to stop them it doesn't work
friend problems, family stress.
etc etc.
i think i'm slowly losing my life.
i believe i should go and jump in front of a truck or something.
i have thought of doing that before you know.
wait, you probably didn't.
i'm being all weird aren't i ?
well, guess what
DEAL WITH IT.
i can't take anything anymore.
the people i would usually tell everything to don't want to listen.
and you ;
i come to you, you don't say hi. you don't even turn around to talk to me. she comes, you turn around to talk to her. you know that hurts me a lot.
there's more but i won't say that here.
you ;
did i do something to piss you off, if i did i am very sorry. but, can at least tell me what it was?
the last, you ;
go away.
okay. done.
g2g now.
might change my skin.
i'm getting bored of it :L
am i pmsing ?
laterrrrs SHIV
