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“life will be better in spring”
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Day 1.
Wednesday, November 30, 2011 || 1:02 AM

Hey y'all!
So, I'm in India now. far out the food on my plane from Australia to HK was so shit. Like eeeeeeeeew, gross. But the food on the plane from HK to Indiawas SO DAMN GOOD. YUMMMMM. :D
OH OH. This is going to sound rather odd, but I SAW THE CUTEST CHINESE GUY IN INDIA. OMG. JASDGAKJGFSJKGDSKJLGHFJKA. LIKE HE WAS SO CUTE. NO JOKE.

So, when we got off the plane at Delhi, IT WAS SO FREAKING DUSTY. GROSSSo, the people who were picking us up was my father's mother's brother. We were standing at different place to where they thought we were, so we at the airport for an hour just waiting for them to find us. That was frustrating D:. When we got home, I lay down on the bed, and literally fell asleep straight away.

Anyway, so today (29th Nov) I went to go and meet my friend who left Australia 4 years ago. This was the second time I had seen her since then. It was a relatively enjoyable day. :)

Not much too say, so I'm going to leave you at that.
Bye!


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Tuesday, July 26, 2011 || 8:53 PM

So, I was thinking about doing a long post, but I highly doubt I'm going to be bothered. I am quite lazy. (:


Life has been weird. I had a really weird dnm today. It was like, different.

Me & Chu can totally be the next Buttah-Benzo's. ;D we're freaking awesome.

"Would it be weird if I'm still hungry?" HAHAHAHA

So, I did my speech today. I swear I was going to pee in my pants. Like, no freaking joke. I was so scared. My knees were like shaking like crazy. I had to use the table behind me steady myself. But, I reckon I did okay, so that's good.
rest of the day was like LALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALA
UNTIIIIIL, Epping.
Then my place. (:
That was fun and suuuuper bluuudge. :D

Yeah, I cbf to keep blogging.


Questions
Saturday, June 11, 2011 || 11:16 PM

First things first, who was your first kiss?

No one yet. :L

Do you like someone at the moment?

I'm not entirely sure.


Would you fall head over heels for someone at first sight?

I probably would.

Last thing you ate?

A tomato sandwich.


Last thing you drank?

Apple juice.

Last thing you want to do before you sleep tonight?
Read.
 Describe yourself in three words.
At the moment, probably .... Ecstatic, mad & moody

Are you talkative?
Yes, I believe I am. (:

Are you the jealous type?
Yes, I am.

Do you cry easily?
Lately, no.

Things you hate about crying?
People feeling sorry for me & treating me differently after they have seen me cry.

Anything bothering you right now?
Oh, so many things.

Song Playing?
Well, there isn't actually a song playing, but there is a song stuck in my head.
Firework - Katy Perry






I love it how this year I have become so much more mature. It makes me happy to know I can deal with things, without another persons help or support. I have learnt so much about myself just in this term. I feel as if I know where my life is going. But, I'm not sure why, I feel as if I'm growing distant to those dearest to me. My friends & family. This is confusing me. Yes, I am glad that I am more mature about the decisions I make. But, I don't want that to affect my relationships with people.


I find myself lying to people so much more. I lie to everyone. It's like I'm trying to conceal myself. But, I don't really have anything to conceal.


Lying is like a second language to me.




Weird fact I just realised-
I go crazy, fall over, do aeroplane movements and don't give a flying fuck who sees me. I don't spare a thought to the people around me. I just be me. Buut when it comes to more serious matters, I get afraid to reveal myself. I think I'm scared to trust people.




We're friends right? So if I'm trying to talk to you about something that I can only talk to you and one other person about, shouldn't you listen? I listen when you talk to me about the same subject. It annoys me that you take me for granted. It pisses me off that I let you.




It's been a weird week.




When I saw you, I swear I felt something fluttering in my stomach. I think they were butterflies. I don't remember the last time I felt this way.

One Month
Monday, June 6, 2011 || 6:01 PM

One month to go (:

|| 6:00 PM

I thought you of all people would know how it felt.

Friday, June 3, 2011 || 11:43 PM

A few words can change your life.

Yo Bro
Saturday, May 14, 2011 || 10:17 PM

I know you don't read this, and thank god you don't. You would probably send me to a psychiatrist. I wouldn't blame you. We never really liked each other much, I fight with you all the time. But only now I realised that you actually care for me a lot more than you show. It's made me think. Maybe the other two are like that too. But, this post is to you. Thank you for the consoling. I really needed it. I feel closer to you, and I'm liking it. Let's hope things stay this way. Thanks bro (:


Words
Friday, May 6, 2011 || 12:17 AM

First time: Suicide, secrets & cut
Second time: Past, mad & dread
Third time: Maniac, hate & leave

That scares me.

Independance
Tuesday, May 3, 2011 || 9:01 PM

I cbf to do the GG & HIMYM challenge. I'm such a lazy ass.


Well, I've decided that I'm going to stop sharing my personal life with people. I'm going to become more independant. I will only talk to people if I really need to get something off my mind, like Saturday night. Just wanted to put that out there. Thank you for caring though.


Today, I told you something I never plan on telling anyone, ever. Please don't tell anyone. There's one more thing, which I will probably tell you sooner or later. Because I think I just need to tell someone. Please don't judge me.


Want to find a short but good challenge to do. Hmm, might go stalk some blogs.

Royal Wedding
Saturday, April 30, 2011 || 12:16 AM

Watching the Royal Wedding ;

Bro: "They only invited fags."
Tish:"It's a wonder why they didn't invite YOU"
Me:"Oooooh, burn!"

I knew there was a reason I liked Tish (:

Like a fucking tissue.
Friday, April 29, 2011 || 10:10 PM

I felt closer to you. I felt happier. I read that and I realised I mean nothing to you. It ruined my day.
You just use me. Like a fucking tissue.
I blame myself for thinking you had changed. I can't believe I let myself trust you. I'm just someone that you talk to when you need to. I didn't realise that it hurt so much, I actually thought I meant something to you. I now remember why I don't tell you anything anymore. I wasn't sure if I should trust you, but I was beginning to think that I could. I now know that I can't.

I hate being used. I'm sick of it.

Not just you. Everybody.

Sadist
Tuesday, April 26, 2011 || 11:12 PM

I just realised, I am actually very sadistic. I don't look sadistic at all, do I? But, omg I am so sadistic. Holy shit man. I'm such a freaking sadist.

03-08-10
Monday, April 25, 2011 || 11:19 PM

That was the day it all started. The marks. The depression. To some it was a complete overreaction, but none of you have any idea what went through my mind. And lately, I don't know why, but that day keeps replaying in my head. I close my eyes and I can see it. I open my eyes and I remember it. It's as if it's haunting me.

03.08.10